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evo, meni se nije dalo danas u ri pa sam ostala doma...neda mi se...

razmišljala sam ; zašto? zašto sve ovo radimo...zašto živimo...zašto učimo kad nam dobre ocjene ne vrijede...nakon nekog vremena prestanu nas usrećivat...jer se bolje provode oni lošiji...bolje žive...zašto se mučimo kad znamo da se naš trud neće cijeniti...?...tako je puno bolje onima koji puše, piju, drogiraju se...zabavljaju se, partijaju...ne mare za školu...za budućnost...žive za trenutak...i mislim da imaju pravo...jer oni žive...ja ne živim, je umirem...svaki dan mi je isti...ustajanje, učenje, škola, spavanje...ako se to zove život, onda ne vrijedi živjeti...

...znam, zato jer smo takvi...takvi smo ljudi...dobri, pošteni...i jednostavno ne znamo drukčije živjet...a bojimo se isprobat...

...ja sam isprobala...i sviđa mi se...samo se ne smijem prepustit do kraja...jer će onda bit prekasno da se vratim...

...što vi mislite?...kakvi ste vi?...živite li vi svoj život ili i vi dopuštate da vam ga drugi kontroliraju...vi ste lutke a oni lutkari...?ili ste ptice...slobodni...nemate granica...?

dugo nisam pisala blog pa evo...sad sam se sjetila...napravila sam face...i to je jedan od razloga zašto ovo ne pišem...jer kad dođem doma vikendom idem samo na face...ako i vi imate face (a vjerujem da velika većina ima)...možete me dodat za frenda ako želite - ime mi je samantha way...i ako me već naravno nemate...evo još malo tekstova pjesama...mojih trenutačno najdražih...

MUSE - "Falling Away With You"

I can't remember when it was good
moments of happiness elude
maybe I just misunderstood

all of the love we left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find

so I'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun

and I'll feel my world crumbling
I'll feel my life crumbling
I'll feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
I know I won't forget a thing

promise to hold you close and pray
watching the fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same

all of the love we threw away
all of the hopes we cherished fade
making the same mistakes again
making the same mistakes again

I can feel my world crumbling
I can feel my life crumbling
I can feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

all of the love we've left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find
memories I will never find

METALLICA - "nothing else matters"

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

METALLICA - "fade to black"

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me
Deadly loss this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now, hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now i cant think, think why i should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now i will just say goodbye
Goodbye

THE DOORS - "the end"

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land
Lost in a Roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
There's danger on the edge of town
Ride the King's highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...he's old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we'll do the rest
The blue bus is callin' us
The blue bus is callin' us
Driver, where you taken' us
The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...I want to...WAAAAAA
C'mon baby,--------- No "take a chance with us"
C'mon baby, take a chance with us
C'mon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin' a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin' a blue rock
C'mon, yeah
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
This is the end

ALICE IN CHAINS FT. PEARL JAM - "alone"

It's been a long day at the bottom of the hill,
she died of a broken heart.
She told me i was living in the past,
drinking from a broken glass.

[Chorus]
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to face the cold.
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to travel home.

I walked down to the other end of the day,
just to catch those last few waves.
I held out my hand and slowly waved goodbye,
i turned now my eyes up to the sky.

[Chorus]
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to face the cold.
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to travel home.

She'll come back to me (She'll come back to me).
She'll come back to me (She'll come back to me).
All alone in this misery.
She'll come back to me.

I held out my hands into the light and i watched it die,
i know that i was part to blame.
My god, my time to die.
Never want to spend my life alone

[Chorus]
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to face the cold.
I'm alone (I never wanna be alone),
now i (now i) turn to travel home.

PLACEBO - "song to say goodbye"

You are one of God's mistakes,
You crying, tragic waste of skin,
I'm well aware of how it aches ,
And you still won't let me in.
Now I'm breaking down your door,
To try and save your swollen face ,
Though I don't like you anymore,
You lying, trying waste of space..

Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those ,
Blessed with lucky sevens ,
And the voice that made me cry .
My Oh My.

You were mother nature's son ,
Someone to whom I could relate ,
Your needle and your damage done,
Remains a sordid twist of fate.
Now I'm trying to wake you up ,
To pull you from the liquid sky ,
Coz if I don't we'll both end up ,
With just your song to say goodbye.
My Oh My.

A song to say goodbye,
A song to say goodbye ,
A song to say...

Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those,
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.

It's a song to say goodbye.

PLACEBO - "black-eyed"

I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderlining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home

I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderline bipolar
Forever biting on your nuts
I was never grateful
That's why I spend my days alone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home (Broken home)
Black-eyed (repeat)

I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderlining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home (Broken home)
Black-eyed (repeat)

RAZORLIGHT - "wire to wire"

What is love but the strangest of feelings?
A sin you swallow for the rest of your life?
You`ve been looking for someone to believe in
To love you, until your eyes run dry

She lives on disillusion road
We go where the wild blood flows
On our bodies we share the same scar
Love me, wherever you are

How do you love with fate full of rust?
How do you turn what the savage take?
You`ve been looking for someone you can trust
Who will love you, again and again

How do you love in a house without feelings?
How do you turn what that savage take?
I`ve been looking for someone to believe in
Love me, again and again

She lives by disillusions close
We go where the wild blood flows
On our bodies, we share the same scar

How do you love on a night without feelings?
She says "love, i hear sound, i see fury"
She says "love`s not a hostile condition"
Love me, wherever you are

Love me, wherever you are
Love me, wherever you are
Wherever you are

HIM - "the sacrament"

I hear you breathe so far from me
I feel your touch so close and real
And I know
My church is not of silver and gold,
It's glory lies beyond judgement of souls
The commandments are of consolation and warmth

You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you

I hear you weep so far from me
I taste your tears like you're next to me
And I know
My weak prayers are not enough to heal
Oh the ancient wounds so deep and so dear
The revelation is of hatred and fear

You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you

The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you

You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you

You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you

PLACEBO - "five years"

Pushing thru the market square
So many mothers sighing
News had just come over
We had five years left to cry in

News guy wept and told us
He said 'earth was really dying'
Cried so much his face was wet
Then I knew he was not lying

I heard telephones, opera house, favourite melodies
There were boys, toys electric irons and T.V.'s
My brain hurt like a warehouse, it had no room to spare
I had to cram so many things to store everything in there

And all the fat-skinny people
And all the tall-short people
And all the nobody people
And all the somebody people
Never thought I'd need so many people

A girl my age went off her head
Hit some tiny children
If the black hadn't a-pulled her off
And I think she would have killed them

A soldier with a broken armfixed
His stare to the wheels of a Cadillac
A cop knelt and kissed the feet of a priest
And a queer threw up at the sight of that

Well, I think I saw you in an ice-cream parlour
Drinking milk shakes cold and long
Smiling and waving and looking so fine
Don't think you knew you were in this song

And it was cold and it rained so I felt like an actor
And I thought of Ma and I wanted to get back there
Your face, your race, the way that you talk
I miss you, you're beautiful

We've got five years, stuck on my eyes
Five years, what a surprise
We've got five years, my brain hurts a lot
Five years, that's all we've got
We've got
Five years.

THE CURE - "just like heaven"

"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you"

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven

THE GOO GOO DOLLS - "iris"

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

BILLY TALENT - "surender"

She reads a book from across the street,
Waiting for someone that she'll never meet.
Talk over coffee for an hour or two,
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood.
Killin' time before she struts her stuff,
She needs support and I've become the crutch.
She'll never know how much she means to me.
I'd play the game but I'm the referee.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender yourself to me.

Even though I know what I'm lookin' for,
She's got a brick wall behind her door.
I'd travel time and confess to her,
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
Surrender yourself to me.

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds.
Searching until my hands bleed,
This flower don't belong to me.
This flower don't belong to me.
Why could she belong to me?

Every word, every thought every sound.
Every touch, every smile, every frown.
All the pain we've endured until now.
All the hope that I lost you have found.

Surrender every word, every thought every sound.
Surrender every touch, every smile, every frown.
Surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
Surrender all the hope that I lost you have found.
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask,
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?

(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask.

...

HIM

placebo

 „WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING“

ljeto je počelo. škola završila. napokon...ili...?

nastava je bila gotova u srijedu (...10.lipnja)...ja sam već sljedeći ponedjeljak počela raditi...svaki dan sve više...tako da sada radim svako jutro od 5.30-12.30 ili do 13.00...kad dođem doma, prespavam cijelo popodne...te se navečer zavalim ispred tv-a...i tako svaki dan...tek sam prije koji dan imala vremena ići na kompjuter...a već sam više od mjesec dana doma...večeras nema ničeg pametnog na tv-u (...kao da inače ima...al ok...) pa evo...da dodam koji noviji post na svoj blog...

prošla sam s vrlo dobrim...(da, da uspjela sam...a druge godine ću se potrudit da bude još bolje...)...par naših je palo...2 ili 3...al svi na kraju dođu na isto...

još uvijek sam ovisna o HIM-u (...kupila sam čak i njihov double-album dark light i venus doom...na njima se nalaze više one žešće pjesme nego one polagane...al super su...)

otkrila sam novu grupu...a to su naravno - placebo...otkrila sam ih preko frendice barbare koja mi je pustila njihovu pjesmu - meds...koja govori o narkomaniji...barem ja tako mislim...(...baby...did you forget to take your meds..?)      placebo je inače po definiciji nedjelotvorno sredstvo koje se koristi u medicini...al mislim da ova grupa...njihove pjesme...nisu nedjelotvorne....pa...evo vam par njihovih pjesama da ih upoznate...

u drugom postu ću pisati o HIM-u, MCR-u, 30STM, placebu i dr....

p.s. pozzz svima...karmen, ani, tini, dajani, martini, sanji, barbari, sandri koja je pala razred (...ima da druge godine učiš...jasno?)...i cijelom razredu...uživajte u ljetu...

placebo

...u ovom su spotu (blind) iscješci iz filma requiem for a dream u kojem glumi tko drugi nego...jared leto...

PLACEBO - RUNNING UP THAT HILL

It doesn't hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?
You be running up that hill
You and me be running up that hill

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...

You don't wanna hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There's a thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?

You, be running up that hill
You and me, be running up that hill
You and me won't be unhappy.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building,
If I only could, oh...

C'mon, baby, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience, oh...'

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems [x2]

'If I only could, be running up that hill.' [x7]

PLACEBO - THIS PICTURE

I hold an image of the ashtray girl
Of cigarette burns on my chest
I wrote a poem that described her world
And put our friendship to the test
And late at night
Whilst on all fours
She used to watch me kiss the floor
What's wrong with this picture?
What's wrong with this picture?

Farewell the ashtray girl
Forbidden snowflake
Beware this troubled world
Watch out for earthquakes
Goodbye to open sores
To broken semaphore
You know we miss her
We miss her picture

Sometimes it's fated
(We) Disintegrated it
For fear of growing old
Sometimes it's fated
(We) Assassinated it
For fear of growing old

Farewell the ashtray girl
Angelic fruitcake
Beware this troubled world
Control your intake
Goodbye to open sores
Goodbye and furthermore
You know we miss her
We miss her picture

Sometimes it's fated
(We) Disintegrated it
For fear of growing old
Sometimes it's fated
(We) Assassinated it
For fear of growing old

Hang on
Though we try
It's gone
Hang on
Though we try
It's gone

Sometimes it's fated
(We) Disintegrated it
For fear of growing old
Sometimes it's fated
(We) Assassinated it
For fear of growing old
Can't stop growing old...

 

...kažu da je bolje voljeti i izgubiti nego nikad ne voljeti...s jedne strane se slažem s time...a s druge strane...baš i ne...

MCR - I DON*T LOVE YOU

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

...well...I don*t love you...like i did yesterday...
 

hallo...evo mene opet...prekjučer sam bila u gardalandu i to mi je bio najbolji izlet ikada...krenuli smo u 6 ujutro...(zapravo oko 6.15...morali smo čekat karmen, koja je po običaju kasnila...), vozili smo se 6 sati...i napokon stigli...svi smo se odvojili...a ja sam bila s karmen...prvo na što smo išli bio je blue tornado...ja ne bi bila išla prvo na nešto tako extremno da me nije karmen nagovorila...mislila sam da ću se onesvjestit...ali sve je to ok...glavno da sam ostala živa...pa smo bili na nekim čamcima...2 puta smo se smočile...svi ostali idu odjeveni u kabanice na to...samo mi...naravno...ne...pa smo lijepo bile mokre...voditeljica je u busu rekla da se ne brinemo zbog onog naoblačenja jer da tamo jako rijetko pada kiša...mi došli tamo i kasnije počela kiša...(nije bio pljusak, ali smo se ipak malo smočile...opet)...najbolje od svega bio mi je vlak smrti i mammut...3 puta sam bila na svakom...uglavnom...bilo je predobro...jedva čekam da to ponovim...kad budem imala vremena, stavit ću slike...pa da mi se možete smijat...sad se moram žurit na bus za rijeku...uživajte mi pa se čujemo...

 24. svibnja

evo nekoliko slikica...

ja...

karmen... <

...i evo mene opet...nakon duuugih 2 tjedna u rijeci napokon doma...prošli sam vikend ostala...kao *kratak je, pa ako odem doma, opet neću ništa stići, neću se naspavat, neću učit...(jer bi došla doma u sub oko podne i otišla već u nedjelju oko 14:00...) i tako sam ostala jer sam trebala učit...ali to sam ipak ja...

a što sam radila?...treba se sjetiti...aha! (...otkrila ameriku...) u subotu sam bila kod karmen da joj pokažem matku (...one algebarske razlomke, jer nije prošla na testu pa je pisala ispravak u srijedu...), ali izgleda da je uzalud potrošila cijelo popodne sa mnom jer opet nije prošla...

nedjelja je bila onda rezervirana za učenje...a učila sam...ono - ne...ujutro sam se rano probudila...(zapravo u 8:00 h, ali za nedjelju je to meni rano..) i otišla sam s anom (mojom cimericom) na misu...(???) u crkvu pored doma...hm...paaa...lijepa crkva...onda je cijelo popodne crkvena zajednica imala piknik dolje u dvorištu...svirali su, pjevali, igrali nogomet...a ana, tina, barbara i ja smo cijelo vrijeme buljili u njih s prozora na hodniku...kao da nemamo pametnijeg posla...ali bilo je fora...pljeskali smo im kad bi nešto lijepo otpjevali...navijali smo kad su igrali nogomet...čak su nas i zvali da dođemo dolje...ali, no, thanks. drugi put...i prošao je još jedan tjedan...došla sam u četvrtak navečer...i sutra već moram ići...

a sad...novosti:

1. novost: možda prođem s vrlo dobrim (...nadam se..) ali zato treba dignuti matematiku (što neće biti baš lako, jer je došla nova profesorica...tek s faksa...još neuvježbana...), poduzetništvo (...ni to neće biti baš lako jer sam zadnji put dobila     2, 3...ali i to je dobro s obzirom na to da nisam učila...izuzev onih 20 min na odmoru...), knjigovodstvo (...to i nije tako teško, ali treba naučit) ...sve to treba naučiti...ali glavno da sam ja na kompu...                                                                         

2. novost: ovo ljeto ću raditi...u pekari. to će mi biti moj prvi posao. znam, nije baš ono nešto, ali glavno da je posao...samo da se izvučem iz kuće...ne mislim opet, kao i svako ljeto do sada, po cijele dane ljenčariti u sobi...to mogu zahvaliti rijeci...što mi je pokazala da treba živjet svoj život...

3. novost: ovo ljeto idem i na tečaj za gitaru (...napokon...)

4. novost: 15.5. idem s razredom u Gardaland (...juppiii! can*t wait...)

i to bi otprilike bilo to...uživajte u proljeću...čujemo se...

 nedjelja. nisam baš dobre volje (...za to je krivo vrijeme...kiša me uvijek rastužni...). ukrala sam si malo vremena za komp prije no što se odem pakirati (...da, sutra nažalost odlazak u onu tmurnu rijeku...baš mi to treba...ali sama sam si kriva...).

razmišljala sam o savršenstvu i kako nitko nije savršen. to se zna, ali mnogo ljudi ipak uzvisuje svoje idole, misle da su savršeni, kopiraju ih ne bi li i oni postali savršeni. žao mi je što vas moram razočarat, ali ni oni nisu savršeni (...da, ni ville valo nije savršen - alkoholičar je...iako sam čula nešto kao da je bio na liječenju... gerard way - također pije... avril - također... eto, čini se da većina izvođača koje ja slušam pije...koja idiotarija...)

 neki su pronašli savršenstvo u voljenim osobama. ja sam pronašla savršenstvo...u pjesmama. postoji savršena pjesma za svaki trenutak. a ovog trenutka najdraže su mi ove savršene pjesme: I*m with you (Avril Lavigne), Don*t cry (Guns*n*roses), I miss you (Blink182), Chasing cars (Snow patrol), The reason (Hoobastank), Gone with the sin (HIM)... njih slušam u ovakvim trenutcima, *kada pada kiša*...

jeste li i vi pronašli savršenstvo? ...neki jesu...neki nisu...evo nekoliko tekstova pjesama...i poslušajte ih...pa možda i vi u njima uvidite savršenstvo koje ja vidim...

AVRIL LAVIGNE - I*M WITH YOU

I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...

GUNS*N*ROSES - DON*T CRY

  
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before                                                                                                 Something changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had, baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
How I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
tonight

 BLINK182 - I MISS YOU

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

SNOW PATROL - CHASING CARS

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

HOOBASTANK - THE REASON

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

HIM - GONE WITH THE SIN

I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life

Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
So gone with the sin my Darling

I adore the despair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way you're running out of life

Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
So gone with the sin my Darling

Subota. Već?...a neee...preksutra povratak u rijeku...u onu glupu instituciju koju zovu škola...koji shit...praznici su prošli za čas...odmorila se jesam nešto malo...ali ipak...

ful sam nervozna ove zadnje dane (...ne znam koji mi je k...) ...možda zbog škole...sanjam snove u vezi sa školom...frendove...nadam se da će proć kad se vratim u ri...

odlučila ja da stavim video koji sam u zadnja dva dana pogledala najmanje milijun puta...pa uživajte...

 HIM - THE FUNERAL OF HEARTS

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hello, peoplesi...evo i mene...

jučer ja ugledah natpis u bravu (...ili nekom takvom glupom teen časopisu)..."nemaš blog? nemaš facebook? -pa ti ne postojiš!"... i tako sam vam htjela dokazat da ipak postojim...pa, eto, evo i mene...

kao što piše u boxu (...kojeg još u potpunosti nisam dokučila kako kontrolirat...ali ima vremena...) zovem se samantha...a prezime nije bitno jer ne bi bila takva fora kad bi svi znali tko sam...(ali vjerojatno će doznat jer na rabu nema baš puno samanthi koje idu u 1. razred ekonomske škole...ali, nije bed...)

da...živim na rabu...prekrasnom otoku sa 4 zvonika na kojem nažalost nisam stalno jer idem u rijeku (...koju inače...mrzim...) u ekonomsku školu...a stanujem u domu podmurvice...

kako dalje piše...ovisna sam o muzici (...da, ne pušim, ne pijem, ne drogiram se...samo bez muzike ne mogu preživjeti jedan dan...ma koji dan, jedan sat...ne znam na koju foru uspijem preživjet cijelo jutro ili cijelo popodne u školi...pogotovo sad kad mi je usb od novog mp3-a "u malom kvaru" pa mu je teško napuniti baterije...a još je i nov, a kupila sam ga jer mi se stari ne da popravit...tako se stalno svađam i s mobitelom- koji mi se u zadnje vrijeme stalno blokira a o kompjuteru da i ne pričam...da pojednostavim; ja+tehnologija=ne ide zajedno)

slušam najviše HIM...i nikad ne bih mogla izdvojit jednu njihovu pjesmu koja mi je najdraža jer su sve predobre...a među najdražima su mi: when love and death embrace (jednostavno je predobra), the funeral of hearts (zavoljela sam je kad sam vidjela ville vala kako izvodi akustičnu verziju), join me (govori o bezuvjetnoj ljubavi i u smrti), bury me deep inside your heart, gone with the sin, one last time, beautiful, endless dark, killing loneliness, wings of a butterfly, under the rose (po njoj sam i nazvala adresu ovog bloga), heaven tonight, kiss of dawn, resurrection...

slušam i My Chemical Romance...najćešće kad sam na rubu živaca, pa umjesto da stvari lete u zid, slušam neke njihove pjesme koje odgovaraju mom raspoloženju...kao npr.                 i*m not okay...  (ali tu su ipak bolji 30 Seconds To Mars) a najdraže su mi ipak: famous last words (riječi       "i am not afraid to keep on living...i am not afraid to walk this world alone..."  -geslo su mog života), the ghost of you, disenchanted, demolition lovers, i don*t love you, cancer, welcome to the black parade...

od ostalih slušam Nirvanu (Kurt Cobain je bio velik umjetnik, odnosno, pjevač), Oasis (starije pjesme), Evanescence, Linkin Park, Pink, Avril Lavigne (prije sam je češće slušala, no neke njene pjesme mi još uvijek odgovaraju...), Coldplay (navukla me je Karmen, my best friend, no ne slušam ih baš često)...

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